As I gaze upon the night sky
I’ve forgotten what you look like
nothing but a faded memory now
but it’s alright
there are no plans to revisit that past
It’s gone, all but a small cloud of dust.
Faded away and set adrift
so much wasted time
but I’m not angry,
not even moved in any direction
I feel nothingness
I’ve become numb to it all.
I know I got myself through the storm of your turbulence
the blood which was siphoned from my veins has regenerated itself
and I’m not missing a drop.
I’ve forgotten your eyes,
now hollow black holes
nothing left but a fading shadow.
It’s funny, how time and maturity look past and laugh at the wasted moments
and, as I chuckle at myself for ever believing you were true, real or sincere in anything you said to me,
I realize it was all just a bad dream
and I rollover and enjoy the best nights sleep I’ve ever had in years.
Those memories fade and I look forward to tomorrow with nothing but peace and serenity in my heart.
I chose peace.
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