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Insecurity


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Afraid

Can you see them

Touchy

Demons inside my head

Uptight

Fighting off the monsters

Every time I go to bed

Unsure

Facade of strength but fading fast

Unbalanced

Afraid of judgement coming in the night

Inner rage

Depressed or manic state

Defenseless

Beating ones self up is really very reckless

Sadness

Demons checking me for vitals

Losing control

Screams are coming but there’s no sound

Darkness looming

Suffering from what’s inside.

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Will they see beyond

despite the imperfections

the good there

that spills from her soul

in her essence

feels deeply

loves fiercely

soft

practical

spiritual

honest

real

lost

awaken

sure but then shaken

these insecurities could eat me alive.

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But I won’t let them

Overthinking

killed my happy and took away my smile

Insecurities

caused my pain

Lies

ruined my trust and passion

I WILL bounce back once again.

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DEDICATED TO My daughters, CARISSA MARIE AND CAYLIE ANNALISE

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Thank you for Visiting with love JillyG

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