The briefest conversations can inspire me to create and thus my sisters, I dedicate this to all of you true beings:
Some will travel through life and say they walk the path or swim in a River, some wander aimlessly into the abyss but I, well I choose to take journeys, many of them. Journeys take me to places I’ve never been before and show me things I’ve not seen or that others have been through similar circumstances and felt what I have felt in one form or another.
Throughout my life I’ve seen many things and been put to the test on more than a dozen occasions but here I stand before you naked and vulnerable in the sun’s light. Exposed? no I think not, rather in truth. At the age of 3 I had my first paranormal experience, woken from a deep sleep by having my ankle yanked on. Why? my new-born brother was in pain and needed the soothing hand of my touch and it worked. At the age of five I awoke to unknowingly save my mother’s life by getting out of bed and placing my little body in between her and my father, who was trying to beat her to death. Blood everywhere, screams of pain and pleading, I felt no fear only a deep heat inside me coming out. Back then I did not know what it was or what it meant.
I do know now.
You may wonder why I chose to share this with you and unequivocally I place out my hands before you and say in the softest of voices. “I am not a being of bringing dread or fear to ones life but merely a being of Light and Healing. I know not what it is to wish pain or bad tidings on another nor do I deal in darkness on a regular basis. I can tap into a dark place for writing purposes but the Light in me always pulls me back and allows me to pull back those who would fall to far into the gloom in which they can find themselves in. I am tenderness, I am amiability. I take from no-one. I fashion my own compositions without the need to consume from others works. I simply fortify myself with the fondness of my relations throughout my travels. Should one fall down I shall find ways to secure their sorrow and turn it into fortitude. Guide them into the Light, lift their spirits and cradle them near my own essence.
I endured years of abuse from the abandonment of my birth Mother at the age of seven to the physical and mental abuse of the birth Father’s doorstep my little brother and I were left on to enduring 23 yrs in an abusive marriage. I suffered depression my whole life, separation anxiety from my mother and had two nervous breakdowns before I began to gain my own inner strength and stand up for who and what I am.
Why share this journey with you? I am not ashamed of who I am now, where I came from only taught me to get stronger and stand up for others when they can’t. I rid myself of those who put on a facade of something they are really not, pretending to be advocates of the bullied and then bullying people in front of my own eyes. This I will never tolerate and those who would turn a blind eye to it; I say shame on you! open your eyes wide, see what lies before you. Stand on your own merits and stand up to the forgery they display. Surround yourself with favorable and forthright souls who will insulate and chaperone you through journeys of your own.
Bring your own Light forth and share your beneficial vivacity with the world for they well deserve knowing you. You are valiant and unyielding, qualities that must be spread over the lands we all inhabit and soaked into the souls of the living. Stand alongside me and take a journey, I can not tell you where it will lead but I can say that you will not take it alone.
Truly, Sincerely, Never More Clearly